What is wrong with people

http://www.comcast.net/articles/news-national/20090416/Domino_s.YouTube/, you have to read this!! What in gods name would make some one this fucked up at the age of 30+!! In other news dieting is now full steam ahead finally back into the swing of things. I def have the biggest test of my career coming on may 5th, I suppose it's time to start studying...lol, which means the time I don't spend at one of my jobs will be spent with my nose in the books. I've finally given up on the idea of someone renting my apartment and letting me out of my lease, so I've decided to actually make the place nice enough to live in for the next six months, as opposed to the fresh new "just robbed" look I've been keeping for the past few months..lol. Sorry this is a bit scattered today, been a few since I put anything up and it's all hittin' me at once...that is all for now.....

The hit's keep coming/ what's the rush?

So after an exhausting day of working a couple of jobs, I get home to find out the truck window on the passenger side is now broken! So I find a place to house the truck (didn't want anything stolen)and to crash for the night before I can get it into the shop the next day. Ford is gonna charge me 550 bucks for a module I can't pronounce, get it back on Monday...woohoo! This little mini-crisis of mine has forced me to break out the MTB a lil early this season, and I will be riding it everywhere...lol.

On another note, there seems to be a big hub-bub about dating these days, I personally have been single for about two months now after an 18 month relationship which ended in a less than desirable fashion. I just don't understand, how does one go about looking for somone, granted I've only had 3 real girlfriends (relationships longer than three months) in my 30 years on this great planet, but it seems that you never find anyone when you're out "looking". It's become such a commercial and trendy issue these days that it almost seems like something is wrong with being single. I know none of us want to be alone, but do we really want to tax ourselves to an extent that we drive our selves crazy , only because the internet , radio and television tell us that being single is such a horrible thing? I personally don't mind being single on most days, I do miss the company of a companion from time to time, but at least being single I get to focus on "me" with out being held accountable to anyone (and I def need the work..lol). I am starting to take comfort in the fact that thought of another relationship doesn't make me wanna puke in mouth a lil bit, but don't think I'm quite ready to start turning all my attention to finding a relationship, seems like most folks end up "settling" when they get to this point, and that is never an option! So until some girl comes and sweeps this kid off his feet, I'm gonna enjoy this single time, cause as we all know once your back in a relationship the grass can always look greener.

With so much wasted

So as I was at job number two (personal trainer) yesterday, several thoughts came to me like a case of light bulbs all at once. Two seem to stick out the most, peoples self perception, and the lies people will tell themselves to validate why they do what they do. First would have to be a young girl I train from time to time, she is absolutely gorgeous and she def knows it and has told me this...lol, so we check her bodyfat and we find out it's much higher than anticipated. Now her entire attitude has changed in an instant, she looks exactly the same as she did five minutes before the test, but now believes she's not as attractive as before, like we're gonna give her a t-shirt that says my body fat is __ please go away. The second is much more rediculous, she is your typical american soccer mom paying hundreds of dollars a month for a gym membership, trainer...yada yada. She comes to the gym get the workout in, telling me how hard shes training and how well she's eating. News flash! If your eating and training hard then you get results, period! You my lady are not a medical marvel, carved from different stone then the rest of us! So don't tell me how hard you work with no result and then head to Arby's for family dinner. She is one of those people who goes through the motions so they can convince themselves and ignorant friends and family that they have put in all the effort they can, and that being in shape is just not in the cards for them,whether it be genetics, child birth or allergies (heard em all), which of course gives them the right to eat what they want guilt free. So to the fat soccer mom, quit wasting my time! And to the young hottie with the bf issues, you're still smoking ass hot , numbers suck, use a mirror!

My first blog

So this is indeed my first blog, with so many things to say everyday and not enough people to listen, I figured this should be perfect!! With me ridin' the pine at work with not much going on, as per usual, I figure I should have plenty of time to update. Talk at you later!!